Bangungot!!!!!!
I had a dream about 3 days ago. It was a weird, scary, stressing and funny dream.
Characters:
Me - the main character in the dream
Pamar - my bestfriend /slash/ the "supporting actress" in the dream
XXXXXXX - a guy in the dream who happens to be a friend of mine in real life **yes, there is history here...**
stranger - a guy in the dream who I do not know at all and whom I did not see in my dream.
His presence was just simply felt.
It's like in the dream, you don't see this person but you know he is
part of the story.
The dream:
The setting of the dream was in our house. I dreamt that I was with Pamar and XXXXXXX and I was feeling very stressed and worried and somewhat afraid.
I was supposed to marry the stranger the next day. I didn't know why, I just knew I had to marry the next day.
I can't remember clearly if I didn't want to marry the stranger or he was not going to be able to make it the next day to marry me. I just knew I had to be wed (huwhaaaat??!!!).
But what I can remember is that I was feeling stressed and worried because I did not want to get married yet. Not the next day!! I knew I wasn't ready yet.
Then as if to solve everything, XXXXXXX was going to take the place of the stranger! He volunteered to marry me and it seemed that everyone was up for the idea!!!! Except me!
I didn't want to but I couldn't say a word. (You know how dreams are... You wanna fly, you can't fly. You're about to get the money, then you wake up. you fall from a waterfall, then you wake up kicking the air! Frustrating!!)
It was like I didn't want to mar his "knight in shining armor" proposition so I just kept silent, but my heart was bleeding inside. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with XXXXXXX! (I'm talking about my feelings in the dream. In reality, I don't think I would want to marry him also. At least that's how I feel about it at this time...hehe!).
In my dream, there was this weird scene where we were sleeping - me, Pamar, and XXXXXXX - in that order. Pamar was in between us and I felt relief in seeing that.
There was another scene where we were all preparing for the wedding the next day and XXXXXXX was going to whisper something to me but I pulled away.
The dream is just like a blur to me now. All I can remember are the feelings that I had.
Scared to get married!
Feeling unprepared!
Feeling helpless!
Knowing I was going to make the biggest mistake of my life yet not being able to do something about it.
I can't remember how the dream ended. I'm just glad it did.
I woke up feeling tired but relieved at the same time. The dream bothered me the whole day...
But now, I just console myself by remembering that Sir B once mentioned during our Psychology classes that dreams are theorized as mere random thoughts going through our neurons as we sleep. Aaaaahhhh...
I don't think I would like to talk to Freud about this dream! hehe!
Characters:
Me - the main character in the dream
Pamar - my bestfriend /slash/ the "supporting actress" in the dream
XXXXXXX - a guy in the dream who happens to be a friend of mine in real life **yes, there is history here...**
stranger - a guy in the dream who I do not know at all and whom I did not see in my dream.
His presence was just simply felt.
It's like in the dream, you don't see this person but you know he is
part of the story.
The dream:
The setting of the dream was in our house. I dreamt that I was with Pamar and XXXXXXX and I was feeling very stressed and worried and somewhat afraid.
I was supposed to marry the stranger the next day. I didn't know why, I just knew I had to marry the next day.
I can't remember clearly if I didn't want to marry the stranger or he was not going to be able to make it the next day to marry me. I just knew I had to be wed (huwhaaaat??!!!).
But what I can remember is that I was feeling stressed and worried because I did not want to get married yet. Not the next day!! I knew I wasn't ready yet.
Then as if to solve everything, XXXXXXX was going to take the place of the stranger! He volunteered to marry me and it seemed that everyone was up for the idea!!!! Except me!
I didn't want to but I couldn't say a word. (You know how dreams are... You wanna fly, you can't fly. You're about to get the money, then you wake up. you fall from a waterfall, then you wake up kicking the air! Frustrating!!)
It was like I didn't want to mar his "knight in shining armor" proposition so I just kept silent, but my heart was bleeding inside. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with XXXXXXX! (I'm talking about my feelings in the dream. In reality, I don't think I would want to marry him also. At least that's how I feel about it at this time...hehe!).
In my dream, there was this weird scene where we were sleeping - me, Pamar, and XXXXXXX - in that order. Pamar was in between us and I felt relief in seeing that.
There was another scene where we were all preparing for the wedding the next day and XXXXXXX was going to whisper something to me but I pulled away.
The dream is just like a blur to me now. All I can remember are the feelings that I had.
Scared to get married!
Feeling unprepared!
Feeling helpless!
Knowing I was going to make the biggest mistake of my life yet not being able to do something about it.
I can't remember how the dream ended. I'm just glad it did.
I woke up feeling tired but relieved at the same time. The dream bothered me the whole day...
But now, I just console myself by remembering that Sir B once mentioned during our Psychology classes that dreams are theorized as mere random thoughts going through our neurons as we sleep. Aaaaahhhh...
I don't think I would like to talk to Freud about this dream! hehe!
